I am afraid that one day i might really take my own life if this goes on. Although i am sure i won't do that since i am afraid of being in pain. I have so much pain in my heart. I am not sure what is wrong. But it is so painful. It seems difficult to continue to move on. I am so afraid of opening up to people. Afraid of getting hurt. I cried four times today. Just because i cant take this pain anymore. I don't know what to do, who to share my pain with. It is just so difficult to continue. Am i sick? Or am i jus being too sensitive? I can't tell.
