Hello world!

I've been feeling a little lonely this few days.
When i think about me having future relationships.
I wonder if I can truly go into one feeling happy and fortunate.
Somehow my future has started to scare me.
To think that going into a relationship with another person would scare me one day.
Is simply laughable.

I guess i reap what i sow.

I am currently considering adopting a dog to help me cope with my loneliness.
But i am worried for the dog if i ever have one.
Will I be able to care for it properly.

Why do I feel lonely anyways.
What is it that i am missing.
What is it that i hope to achieve.
I feel lost.

The path that I took was ever so clear before.
However, I have lost sight of where I was trying to reach.
I have lost my way in this road called life.
I feel so unaccomplished and lacking.
Or is it that I have just truly be able to see what I really am from the beginning.
I can't tell.

Who can i talk to.
What can i do to escape.
All these questions comes into my mind with no answers nor hint.
What should i do?
How do i move on from where i am.
What am I?
Who am I?
How to I get rid of the emptiness i feel in my chest.

Will I ever get any answers?
Will I be able to find them?

この耐えられない孤独から私お救いなさい。
だれか 、助けて...
Rainey