A lonely and restless night yet again. I cant help but worry about my future. What should I do? How should I tackle my incoming problems?

The people I meet from this point on will always have a motive to be friendly. Should I shut it all out or should I turn a blind eye to their motive and just make friends?

For someone like me... Little friends to begin with, such bad socializing skills and such bad communication skills. Can i trusly state what i meant across without being affected by the other? Clearly, logically and rationally?

I guess everyone have their own set of worries and troubles... I am still glad I made this blog to vent. -.-